Colors

Last night was Hilary's party, which was awesome and a lot of fun. We spent today pretty relaxed. The ceremony site was all paid for Friday and it was great standing in Frame Park knowing that soon enough I will be standing there and becoming your husband.

I can't wait to get started on our life together, figuring each other out and just enjoying this union made possible only by God. I love how my heart has opened to the point where I can see that all along there has been a hole there---a Nicole shaped hole that could only have been filled by you. We talked in marriage class today about how in the Garden, God made male and female together in Adam and how He then made woman out of what was already in man. Through marriage, God puts us back into one flesh and we are one in Him as it was in the beginning. To be one with you, to have my allegiance be first to you, is something that feels so absolutely right. I know that even way back then in the Garden that God knew that someday you and I would become one just as Adam and Eve were one. I thank Him and praise Him for preparing us both for that and for moving in our hearts.

We had a good night tonight, relaxing and just being together. How I have missed just holding you in my arms and kissing you, just being with you as we were and haven't been this new ride started. I missed being home, and you are home. I look forward to the day when I won't have to leave you to come back here to sleep because I will be at home with you. I love you, my wife now as you are reading this. Thank you for making me so happy, so full of joy and love. You are my blessing and my beloved and I am yours.